Update like WHAT?!?
yeah, whoa...i havent updated this thanger in a long time! guess i have just been too busy with my "life" ...haha yup ne ways...not too much is new, same old same old. i have been sick A LOT lately and i think it has something to do with all the stress and what not. yeah, i guess you can say i have been kinda depressed, but dont worry ILL BE FINE! even when things get super rough i always can count on my friends, and i fucking love them all for that! no matter how much i bitch and complain and say im just going to give up i dont care anymore, they push and push me every step of the way...and they all help in their own special ways...aasta, shes always there for me to talk, about the deep shit that only she knows i have gone through...jenna, shes just wow...makes me laugh soo hard...paul, oh geez its like no matter what mood i am in, he can tell and always knows how to make me smile, even if its at his expense((him not being the sharpest crayon in the box))then theres that one person who always get all the bitch that i have in me and doesnt really deserve it cause he is only trying to help me, yup ERIC, i think this kid pushes me to keep going more than i push myself and because of his pushyness, im going to be okay, and one day be happy! see, all my friends are great and help me in their own special way, even if small...in the long run it really helps...so thanks guys :) i love you ALL! i wouldnt be the same without you! wow, okay enough emotional tear jerkers for now...lol...lets see school, is getting better...COUGH not really COUGH...ehh its same old same old but its okay i guess im getting used to it...but back to happy thoughts...yeah i had the FCAT today, which is a HUGE florida 10th grade test and you like HAVE to pass it to be able to graduate in 07!!! yeah yeah! lol but i hadnt been in school since thursday cuz i went home sick thursday after 3rd period and didnt go friday or monday but had to go today cuz FCAT testing which was wayyy easier than i thought it would be..like seriously they gave me the test and i looked at it and my writing prompt was like "some people think being popular, accomplishing things and being organized and important things to them, explain why they are important to you" i was just like sitting there like "wow are they fucking serious?!?" then we had to course do english answering questions and what not which was WORD cuz...duh english is my way of COMMUNICATION!!! but then i was like reading this shit and then had to answer the correct way to write it and whatever, which HA i do to people all the damn time, so i was sitting there like HOW THE FUCK CAN THESE IDIOTS NOT PASS THIS TEST((watch me have failed it, wow that would be funny but suck)) but yeah it was like 3rd grade again...i was like wow...WOW, so much for being a sophomore, i felt like i was back in like 3rd grade getting a lil weekly english test...yeah but it was all worth it cuz they took me outta 1st period...started the test got 45 mins to write then 45 more mins for section one which had like 30 questions then another 45 mins for section 2 which only had like 24 questions...so i didnt get back to my classes til like 3/4 of the way through 4th period...which is fucking english! ...but we didnt do a damn thang! which was awesome! then alls i had was personal fitness, then lunch then algebra, then chorus...oh geez i had one ROUGH day back *wink wink* yup, so that was basically my day...laid back and alright :) which is like the perfect way to come back after missing like three days of school...tomorrow i dont think will be too bad, i have all my classes((ewwie)) but its okay...then thursday! YAY! im getting my hair done AGAIN...yes!!! hmm, what color!? hehe i think imma try to go more for my NATURAL color, like as close as i can fucking get...and then imma KEEP it! ...well, i think i am at least hehe...alright well i think thats all i have to say for now! one more THANK YOU to all my friends, even if i didnt mention you wayyy up at the top i still love you!!!
PEACE! *happy face*
PEACE! *happy face*