*strong-bad voice* some people need to chill the fuck out...

[crocky]

Lord of the Rings won everything last night. FINALLY. *happy dance* And dom looked REALLY hot, which was also a plus. Interestingly enough, I think they were more excited about winning the golden globes, but whatever. I can now gloat sufficiently to all nay-sayers

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[dark_priest]

Well, I really don't have the foggiest clue on how to begin any of this. I guess the best way is to go for it right? Well, here goes. I have always tried to consider you and ariel both as friends, since we've met and started talking. I really would like to hope that none of your anger is directed at me, although I can't be too sure. I have missed hanging out with you guys, and when I say I do want to hang out sometime I am not just making excuses, I do mean it. I guess I'm afraid as well when it all comes down to it. You've changed, I've changed, and so has everyone else for better or worse. Again, I know that that doesn't mean no one should hang out anymore at all, but, I guess I for one have no idea as what to expect whatsoever. We've all been really busy lately besides, and really stressed. So, needless to say, schedules are hell to work around. I've wanted to at times come with you guys to some of those parties, but... I haven't been around nor would I feel extremely welcome ya know? Not with you or Ariel, but... never have felt comfortable around many of the theatre people, especially the new ones. That's just something I'm not part of, and know now that I never will be. The spotlight is in my blood, but not showbusiness. That's a different matter however. Plus, I'm trying to clean myself up as well. Because of different drinking related drama and everyone seemingly getting drunk every weekend, I'm not going to do it. I've saw what it brings out in people, and well, in these times, (so stupid to say that) I don't want it to bring out the absolute worst. So I've been trying to avoid it all as much as possible. In the end all I feel like I'm doing is making excuses for coming to see you. So much has been said and heard, both this semester and last, I really just don't know and haven't known what to think. Still seems like excuse making though. Right now though, I refuse to let stupid, petty shit rule my life.... and I don't want to lose any friends. I will come to see you soon, I miss you guys. *sighs* I guess that if you don't want me to, just let me know and I'll understand. Each side (how stupid and retarded is that? sides.. ) has made mistakes.... I know I have.. and people learn from mistakes, don't live by them, which is what we're doing now. High time to put those behind us. I'm going to go for now however to get work, and I hope to see you soon.

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[crocky]

of course I'm not angry with you, and PLEASE feel free to come see me whenever you want to.
holy shit, you and hughson must think i'm an absolute alcoholic! i promise if you guys ever want to hang out without drinking, that's great! really!
i miss you very much. I don't have "sides", I have friends, and I for one am not asking you to "choose sides". That's silly. I'm sorry that whatever the hell has happened is most difficult on you and hughson, but I don't want to make it any worse on you.
come see me!

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[ozcraze]

I love you Jason. I know we just spoke online, but I want you to realize that I am not mad at you or Hughson. She was just here and she knows that. You are always welcome here, always. Know that. We are friends and that wont change.