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cro0kedhalo

Odd little entry

Apr 19, 2007 17:14

I'm not sure whether to ignore my birthday or not. There's six days until I'm twenty, which is quite weird for a number of reasons. Yeah, there's that old thing about "I always thought I'd be much better by twenty" but I suppose I've been thinking that every year since my 16th birthday. I wonder what healthy people make of birthdays? I deffinetly ( Read more... )

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ms_monnie April 19 2007, 16:45:49 UTC

Six days! Six days! I thought I had plenty of time until the 25th. I'll be thinking of you at the very least. When are you free for a chat?

cro0kedhalo April 20 2007, 16:43:18 UTC

I thought I had plenty more time too! Hopefully I'll be free for a chat later tonight, so I'll text you from the house phone if you're free?

ockeroid April 19 2007, 17:26:54 UTC

I always forget you're that bit older then me.
Remember, optimism is focusing on the good things about your situation as well as thinking about how things can be good later.
Happy 20th

cro0kedhalo April 20 2007, 16:45:28 UTC

I always forget I'm older than you too now you mention it. That was a very jumbled entry, but you're right about optimism hense all the little references to dancing and collages and stuff :)

_speranza April 19 2007, 20:02:25 UTC

Goodness Rosa, do you have a new set of beautiful icons? I noticed your other one was particularly lovely too.

Birthdays do tend to creep up on you somewhat. I know what you mean about carrying your past with you as you enter into a new decade. I think I felt the same when I turned 20. (Gosh even writing it here seems very bizarre) I think I did start to change when I got to 20 though. A lot of things changed in my life at that time and they weren't all lovely. But I think I started to think differently about things. I think if anything it helped, because I started to realise how ultimately short life is and that we all deserve to be happy so why not try and achieve that in some way or form.

I did not mean to write such an essay...

cro0kedhalo April 20 2007, 16:48:45 UTC

I liked your little essay :) I know what you mean too, and especially what with my Nan dying I keep thinking no matter where my health is I want to live my life and be happy for no reason more often.

This is an odd question but do you like necklaces or bracelets more? *Subtle* :P

_speranza April 20 2007, 17:35:35 UTC

Oh golly. Necklaces. But bracelets are lovely too.

cro0kedhalo April 20 2007, 16:50:28 UTC

PS. For some reason I seem to have accumilated a bunch of icons over the years which I've never used, so I figure I might as well keep uploading them seen as it only takes five seconds. Glad you like them!

bunny1981 April 25 2007, 14:45:53 UTC

Hi

Just came across your journal and wanted to wish you a happy birthday. As for dancing around the room: That is indeed a very pleasant thing if you are up to do it. I can do it seldom nowadays, but I used to do it a lot and even if it's only 1 or 2 minutes. I'd definitely say to close the door, so that you do not feel that somebody can watch you. I like normal music that is played on radio stations, like Abba, Madonna...anything that is dancable! But of course you need to feel happy with it. Maybe it's not your thing, and you got to find something else that gives you pleasure.

cro0kedhalo April 27 2007, 14:11:43 UTC

Hi :)

Thanks for stopping by and leaving a message, I'm always so curious if anyone I don't know sees this journal!

I always close the door when I'm dancing around, and my eyes too so I don't embaress myself ;) It's good fun though, I'm glad I've sloooowly started :)