May 24, 2005 13:50
saturday night kelly ken n becca slept over it was so0o much fun!! it was like a girls night but with ken all i no is ken brought a blow up doll n thats all im goin to say n we went grocery shopping n made a cake for my mom birthday n got lost in downtown.. it was alot of fun we watched texas chainsaw masacre, the notebook *awsome movie* dodgeball n saw... gregg stopped down too yea let me tell u my dad was really ok with it <33 it made me so unbelievably happy eekkk he only stayed for like 10 minutes but it was stil cute n plus i understood becuz he had eddi n shannon n lex with him.. then sunday everyone left around 2 then i did homework all day n cleaned it was my moms birthday so we mad cake n omg im so proud of baked my first thing i was home bymyself n i wanted pizza n didnt feel liek ordering it so i called josh n he told me how to work my stove so then i made a pizza omg it was so good i was so proud of myself n i didnt burn it wahoo anywyas lol i sound like an idiot
yesterday i didnt go to cheerleading because it was raining and i wanted to go home gregg came down n watched movies with me n we went and got icecream o n we visited his pap it was realy cute like he makes me so happy when im with him but idk then he went home becuz he had a headache n my dad was like gregg left already i wanted to talk to him it was crazy i was like omg my dad used to hate hij i just think my dad misses gregg being around n having a guy around i just miss gregg lol idk but then i talked to hjosh for a while and went to bed~~~
today im going to get my phone fixed n kristens coming over tonite maybe mike too idk were going to bake cupcakes for the cheerleading bake sale i was going to ask gregg b ut i didnt want to becuz i dont want to ask him to come over again cuz i want him to hae time for his friends too and plus were not going out or nthing i dont even no if were talking its ok atleast i get to hang out with him sometimes idk th0ugh yesterday when he kisses me swear i had butterflies so bad lol dont make fun of me heh who knows
~~anyways this weekend is going to be so much fun friday- kennywood
saturday-club wahhoo sun? no clue ne one wanna do sum10 and monday no clue either
~me ken n becca r trying to go to my camp on the 23rd of june weekend but everyones bringing like a fuck buddy i guess.. i have no clue who im goin to bring mayb gregg but he dont like it up there n him spending a weekend withuot his friends is impossible so i guess i better find sum1
~o how bout i found my homecoming dress n my prom dress for next year wahoo josh told me last ngiht he want to go to prom with me aint that cute ~~
anways me n josh's relationship is really wierd like i think he likes me but im not sure who knows
~~~ o how bout i think i figured out wat college im going to slippery rock beccause they have one of the best cheerleading squads for pennyslvania and good journalism classes.. i think im goin to journalism class this summer with kristen for a week and im starting gymnastics next friday at fire and ice wahhoo idk
anyways this whole thing with kristi i ahve no clue there is so many things bothering me so idk me n becc r gettin really close friends i was on the phone with her last night for like 2 hours <333
yea in going to try n find a new person to talk to though if this while thing with me n gregg dotn work im just scared he doesnt ever want to have a relationship with me again but deff dont want one now like i dont want to rush things idk i want sum 1 to be with alot n cuddle with me who knows
o n omg me n becca r goin to this kids party like in 2 weeks in west mifflin im so excited its on the 4th i think i got the cuteset outfit picked out im gunna looks so hot~~~
** i really need to quit rambeling on