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Having a Pen Pal. Or maybe I just miss that time. I was funnier back then, cracking jokes left and right. Spontaneous ideas leaking out of my pores! I think I was really happy back then. And before that year, I was even happier. Am I progressively getting unhappier? I hope not, but maybe so. I'm on the long beaten path towards graduating soon and it's grueling. I've also had to be a lot more adulty lately. Like professors asking me to go to a meeting because they want my opinion about urban education and having to figure out how I'm going to pay for school AND have money for the first few weeks of the internship.
Anyway, I was reading old letters and laughing out loud yesterday. Then I went out and saw Shrek 3 and it was a bust in the end because it got weird and awkward as in the last words were: "You're a jerk." and "Yeah well, thanks for the hamburgers." HAHA.
I think I'll be about 70 times happier once I no longer work at this job. But then again, I could be wrong. I thought I'd be happier without Talbots and I was half right and half wrong. At least when I worked at Talbots I could excercise my right to prance around like a pony just because I wanted to. Now I have to sit still like a broken baby. What does that even mean? Haha.
I listen to good music right now. Justice is so sweet.... http://youtube.com/watch?v=6zo1-XlazvY
Check that.
And also, Girl Talk is good. SO good. They sample a Phantom Planet song, hahah. AND Ghost Digital. Those are the recent things I've been listening to.
I'm kind of glad it looks miserable outside because then I don't feel bad that I can't be outside. Out of this whole outfit I like the guy that came to put a new roof on the building the best. He has been the most interesting contact with the outside world I've had at this place. Him and the DHL guy. Those two guys are better than anyone else in here. Probably because their feelings are still intact and they aren't out to get your gizzards. I complain so much. I should stop being a baby. I should tell stories again. I should write letters to nobody but myself. I should do something that makes me feel happy again.
But this is not to say I'm a depressed whip. Rather, I am just reflecting and listening to good music, as I've already told you.
I want to see the new pirates film!!!