Had a dog. Ran away when I was a kid. Never really knew him...
I’ve been thinking a little bit, about where I’m going with all this, where I’ll end up, how things will be when this is done. You can never know how drastically things will change within four years. When I started highschool, I never would have guessed that two enormously important people in my life would be dead by my senior year. I never would have guessed that it would drive me to actually go to college. Back when I was a freshman I didn’t think I’d even go to college, much less have an idea of what to go for. Things change too drastically, but there’s never going to be a way to change that.
Where will I be by the end of these four years of college? Will Zac and I still be together? I hope so. Will we live together? Will we at least live closer together? Probably not. Will he feel differently about me? Will he want to marry me? Will he marry me? Does he even think about that sort of thing now, or am I being completely irrational about the entire thing? He’s probably still too young to even want to think about it, probably can’t imagine being tied to someone like that.
To me there’s just something beautiful about marrying your first real love, even if it is unrealistic.
I sound like a tard.
I’m going to go grab a cup of coffee and then probably sit down to finish some homework for today and tomorrow morning. Also have to have some stuff done for Thursday because I work Wednesday night until close and won’t really have the energy to do it when I get home. Plus I’m pretty sure that I’m going to have to hunt for a parking spot because everyone has to park near the dorm house, even if they don’t go to the college.
Assholes.
Where will I be by the end of these four years of college? Will Zac and I still be together? I hope so. Will we live together? Will we at least live closer together? Probably not. Will he feel differently about me? Will he want to marry me? Will he marry me? Does he even think about that sort of thing now, or am I being completely irrational about the entire thing? He’s probably still too young to even want to think about it, probably can’t imagine being tied to someone like that.
To me there’s just something beautiful about marrying your first real love, even if it is unrealistic.
I sound like a tard.
I’m going to go grab a cup of coffee and then probably sit down to finish some homework for today and tomorrow morning. Also have to have some stuff done for Thursday because I work Wednesday night until close and won’t really have the energy to do it when I get home. Plus I’m pretty sure that I’m going to have to hunt for a parking spot because everyone has to park near the dorm house, even if they don’t go to the college.
Assholes.