You could call it a violent mood swing but really it just evolved during the night...
I've been addicted to ebay lately. Well... using "lately" as a relative term...
Today I listened to Weird Al's "ebay" and thought... that's me. I was using ebay to do Christmas shopping though. (keyword WAS)
It used to be a regular occurrence to search for Fatal Frame (it still is since I am looking for the Fatal Frame 3 manga) but last week I searched for Fatal Frame for the heck of it and found... a poster!!! This may not seem like a big deal but those are SO rare and SO hard to find! I ended up paying $25 for it. The catch- It's Sae. I Won't even be able to hang it up! I'm such freak.
Also related to Fatal Frame, Misha and I FINALLY finished Fatal Frame 3 after 17 hours!!! It would have been 16 or shorter if I hadn't been playing around with outfits and we hadn't gotten lost! But it was so great. I was really happy at the time. I'm not feeling so up lately though.
Fatal Frame 3 made me sigh and reminisce about 2 so I went on ebay and (aside from the poster) bought a red butterfly pin (brooch). It's... cute. I guess I'll use the word cute. I'm also watching some other things but decided not to get them. I hate wearing jewelry. I guess once you get used to wearing it then it's fine, but to me it just feels so cumbersome! I don't have the patience to get used to it. I can't even wear watches, so pins are like... my only alternative.
I was going to try but now I think I will definitely not go to club on Wednesday. It'd just make me feel bad. On the one hand part of me still contemplates trying to go because I have some stuff for some people. On the other hand... I just don't think so.
I'll write about the not-so-good things elsewhere. Or just not write them. I wonder if I took my pill today? Shit, now I'm just spiraling down. You know what? Sometimes being dead might just be easier.
Today I listened to Weird Al's "ebay" and thought... that's me. I was using ebay to do Christmas shopping though. (keyword WAS)
It used to be a regular occurrence to search for Fatal Frame (it still is since I am looking for the Fatal Frame 3 manga) but last week I searched for Fatal Frame for the heck of it and found... a poster!!! This may not seem like a big deal but those are SO rare and SO hard to find! I ended up paying $25 for it. The catch- It's Sae. I Won't even be able to hang it up! I'm such freak.
Also related to Fatal Frame, Misha and I FINALLY finished Fatal Frame 3 after 17 hours!!! It would have been 16 or shorter if I hadn't been playing around with outfits and we hadn't gotten lost! But it was so great. I was really happy at the time. I'm not feeling so up lately though.
Fatal Frame 3 made me sigh and reminisce about 2 so I went on ebay and (aside from the poster) bought a red butterfly pin (brooch). It's... cute. I guess I'll use the word cute. I'm also watching some other things but decided not to get them. I hate wearing jewelry. I guess once you get used to wearing it then it's fine, but to me it just feels so cumbersome! I don't have the patience to get used to it. I can't even wear watches, so pins are like... my only alternative.
I was going to try but now I think I will definitely not go to club on Wednesday. It'd just make me feel bad. On the one hand part of me still contemplates trying to go because I have some stuff for some people. On the other hand... I just don't think so.
I'll write about the not-so-good things elsewhere. Or just not write them. I wonder if I took my pill today? Shit, now I'm just spiraling down. You know what? Sometimes being dead might just be easier.