Jun 30, 2004 12:55
Every once in a while I wonder if the whole world is laughing at me behind my back... if everyone knows something that I don't... or maybe everybody is waiting for the crucial moment to jump out and laugh in my face because of some tragilarious prank that was played on me... or maybe I am just super-paranoid (most likely the case here).
I am also curious regarding my own tolerability... I find myself full of self-doubt on this fine afternoon, and it is a feeling that I have been without for quite some time. It will pass, as do all negative things, but for now...
I don't want crutches, I just want everyone who cares to care... and then again, maybe I'm just a filthy attention whore.
Time will tell, ne-c'est pas?