Goodbye for now
This will be my last post for a while.
There are way too many things happening inside me right now for me to dump onto this page, nor do I really want to involve anyone, however indirectly, in the sort of drama that it may entail. Suffice it to say that loneliness, anger, frustration, and boredom have finally taken their toll.
To my friends, if you want to talk or hang out, you all have my number. I trust that I will hear from you soon.
To everyone else, fuck off.
Ironic how loneliness just makes me want to be alone (barring the few hours that I may spend with good friends). I cried last night for the first time in 7 years, and you know what, on top of still feeling like shit I felt like a goddamn baby as well. I woke up with a horrible tightness in my chest that I can only describe as nauseating. the center does not hold, and in my case, it never even comes together. Before I can progress, I need to make changes. And one of those changes is not sharing my personal life with ANYBODY. At least for the time being.
There are way too many things happening inside me right now for me to dump onto this page, nor do I really want to involve anyone, however indirectly, in the sort of drama that it may entail. Suffice it to say that loneliness, anger, frustration, and boredom have finally taken their toll.
To my friends, if you want to talk or hang out, you all have my number. I trust that I will hear from you soon.
To everyone else, fuck off.
Ironic how loneliness just makes me want to be alone (barring the few hours that I may spend with good friends). I cried last night for the first time in 7 years, and you know what, on top of still feeling like shit I felt like a goddamn baby as well. I woke up with a horrible tightness in my chest that I can only describe as nauseating. the center does not hold, and in my case, it never even comes together. Before I can progress, I need to make changes. And one of those changes is not sharing my personal life with ANYBODY. At least for the time being.