Umm yeah
Everytime I think I get a girl that I might like, it just doesn't work out. Everytime there is a girl that might like me, I never seem to find interest in them.
I'm not... ok yeah, I guess I am complaining. It happens to me a lot. I would like a girlfriend, but I'm not desperate....yet. It's been a long time since I had a girlfriend, a year and something now. I wish I could find a girl that would just be chill and laid back and what not. That would be sweet. Examples of what has happened with girls I have liked recently: I'm too good of friends with them for them to like me. They flat out don't like me. They don't like me like that. I'm too nice, maybe? I don't really know. Girls suck these days. Do I have to be a meaner kid for girls to like me? Is that what I have to do? Is being too nice to you a bad thing?
Give
me
a
chance
.
With that said... I would know like to go off about how crazy some things in life are. For example... I helped out with Religious Education for 8th graders with my mom tonight. We watched a video about the girl at Columbine who when asked if she believed in God said 'Yes'. They talked about her and everything she did and how good of a person she was. The main point I got from the movie was that you should live your life so that you are always prepared to face eternity. This hit home with me because of everything that has been happening at school. It made me think about how people are living and how they are preparing themselves to live either in heaven or hell, for ETERNITY. But no, I'm not ready to die, but I am trying to learn that death is inevitable, and if it is my time, then I have to go. How many people would be able to say yes as the girl at Columbine did? Some people no because they don't believe in God, but some people no because they want to live. I say I would say yes, but I really don't know, because I would be so damn scared. Anyway, thats kinda spooky to talk about I guess, but it is something that needs to be thought about I think.
Anyway, on to another thing I like to talk about: Space. I was thinking about how there is no edge to the universe. Think about that. Space extends in every direction for forever. How is that possible? It is so crazy to think about that. Think about all the empty space in the universe and how small the earth is compared to other things. Then think about how non-important we really are. How important it is if you get that new Ipod, even though they are pretty sweet haha, or if anything else that may seem important to you at this point in your life. Back to space stuff... if you throw Aliens in to the mix, or umm other life forms, I think it is very probable that there is other life somewhere out there. It's probably just really far away. I think we are probably more likely to blow up our own world before we ever get to contact any other life forms. That really sucks too, because there is so much left to explore. There are so many other galaxies with different stars just like our sun with planets rotating around it. There's gotta be something else out there. Then I think about where they might be, or how much technology they have. Once you start thinking about a few of these things, just let your mind go, and you can think of so many random things. I think it is fun. Well, this is really long, goodnight everyone.
I'm not... ok yeah, I guess I am complaining. It happens to me a lot. I would like a girlfriend, but I'm not desperate....yet. It's been a long time since I had a girlfriend, a year and something now. I wish I could find a girl that would just be chill and laid back and what not. That would be sweet. Examples of what has happened with girls I have liked recently: I'm too good of friends with them for them to like me. They flat out don't like me. They don't like me like that. I'm too nice, maybe? I don't really know. Girls suck these days. Do I have to be a meaner kid for girls to like me? Is that what I have to do? Is being too nice to you a bad thing?
Give
me
a
chance
.
With that said... I would know like to go off about how crazy some things in life are. For example... I helped out with Religious Education for 8th graders with my mom tonight. We watched a video about the girl at Columbine who when asked if she believed in God said 'Yes'. They talked about her and everything she did and how good of a person she was. The main point I got from the movie was that you should live your life so that you are always prepared to face eternity. This hit home with me because of everything that has been happening at school. It made me think about how people are living and how they are preparing themselves to live either in heaven or hell, for ETERNITY. But no, I'm not ready to die, but I am trying to learn that death is inevitable, and if it is my time, then I have to go. How many people would be able to say yes as the girl at Columbine did? Some people no because they don't believe in God, but some people no because they want to live. I say I would say yes, but I really don't know, because I would be so damn scared. Anyway, thats kinda spooky to talk about I guess, but it is something that needs to be thought about I think.
Anyway, on to another thing I like to talk about: Space. I was thinking about how there is no edge to the universe. Think about that. Space extends in every direction for forever. How is that possible? It is so crazy to think about that. Think about all the empty space in the universe and how small the earth is compared to other things. Then think about how non-important we really are. How important it is if you get that new Ipod, even though they are pretty sweet haha, or if anything else that may seem important to you at this point in your life. Back to space stuff... if you throw Aliens in to the mix, or umm other life forms, I think it is very probable that there is other life somewhere out there. It's probably just really far away. I think we are probably more likely to blow up our own world before we ever get to contact any other life forms. That really sucks too, because there is so much left to explore. There are so many other galaxies with different stars just like our sun with planets rotating around it. There's gotta be something else out there. Then I think about where they might be, or how much technology they have. Once you start thinking about a few of these things, just let your mind go, and you can think of so many random things. I think it is fun. Well, this is really long, goodnight everyone.