Jul 09, 2006 17:43
I don't feel well.
I'm supposed to meet up with my daughter's dad this morning. But as usual the bastard isn't texting... I'm half expecting to get a message saying: SORRY NOT FEELING WELL HAVE TO CANCEL.
It's always like that. He doesn't have time for his offspring but to share bodily fluids with his bimbo? Well, that's another story.
Yes, I'm blazing mad. And I'm afraid. Cj is just one years old but what if three years from now and he's still like that? What if he makes this a habit... This him being a major let down during visits?
I really don't want to have my daughter's heart broken by the same man who crushed my life.
Oh help...