Gone Away

[cristiia13]

I wish I could just go away. I mean lately, I've been faded and I've been daydreaming ALOT more than usual. My friend, Claudia, is really worried about me. She thinks I am depressed and keeps bugging me about it. I don't know if I am "depressed" exactly. But I know there is definitly something wrong with me. I don't know if its because I am keeping

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[touch_of_life]

the worst thing that you could ever do is keep things from yourself.if you are you need to be honest with yourself as soon as you let things go you'll be back to ur normall self living and loving life.plus it may not be stress it could jus be that ur thinking to much.

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[cristiia13]

that is very good advice, but see...ever since the summer/ ending of 2003 and these past couple months of 2004, i feel like I have no control over my life anymore. I just seem to mess everything up. I don't like keeping things hidden from myself but I can't help it. Im desperatly trying to find the missing pieces to the puzzle of my misery, but its really really hard. Thats why i daydream so much...im searching...

[shinynickels]

I, being the optimistic person that I am, would look on the bright side of things. I've gone through alot lately, as you can read in my journal. But I was talking to a friend who I hadn't talked to in a year, and all of a sudden I was feeling fine. So you never know when or how you get out of being depressed or out of it, but it's not so hard to do. :)

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[cristiia13]

i completely agree...but with the stuff thats happened to me since last summer...i dont know anymore. Before I could just talk about stuff and it would kinda a way to disappear from within me. But lately, there is something happeneing every day in my life (BAD STUFF) and i will still be trying to fix the stuff from the day before and the new news just snoballs into my face........

[hollywood559]

hey. i just added you today, hope you dont mind. anyway, i think we have all had those days when we just didnt feel right, and wanted to get away from everything. just dont let it get too out of hand, that could be dangerous. i hope you feel back to your normal self again, and as for your mom being too busy with your siblings, dont worry too much, things will be back to normal soon.

~hollywood

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[cristiia13]

hehe
umm, actually...ive been like this since last summer. I got mixed up with some stuff i shudnt have and that messed my life up and ever since then....alot of crap just snoballs into my life daily. Im afraid it has gotten out of hand
i dont sleep very well anymore and it really sux
i hope i can get everything back in order................