adios
Okay, so, to make a long story short, I am not using this journal anymore. I have come to realize I need to become a more private person. I have already made some efforts into doing that by creating special filters or what have you. But I feel like this journal has a lot of baggage.
Now, it has a lot of memories too, and great ones! So, I'm not deleting it or anything, I'm just moving on. I'm not adding anyone on my new journal, I'm just going to use it for communities and to post privately. I feel this is the healthiest thing for me to do.
So, to my lovely friends, I bid you all adieu. I will miss some of you so much. But there is AIM and facebook, so if you have me added on those, we can still communicate~ And I deleted my twitter, so no go on that.
It feels strange. I've had this journal since I was 16. I've used it for so many things. To show off my fiction or poetry. Photos. To chat. To vent my frustrations. Random things. (Oh so many random things.) To squee about a new crush. And of course, to ramble on about my love for various people. Most recently, Michael Jackson. ♥ It's going to feel really strange at first, but like I said, this is the healthiest thing to do for me right now. I've been contemplating this for a while, in the back of my mind. I've had time to chew on it. And then my eyes were opened, and well, here I am.
I am doing this because I want to do it.
Adios!
EDIT:
Something else has come to my attention that disturbs me. If you have an issue with what I write here, please come to me with it, or if you really feel that way, DELETE me. I post what I post because I feel a need to post it. Try to understand that. It is of no consequence to neither you or I what I say here. I will figure my shit out, don't worry. This journal is just a journal, it's not a perfect reflection of who I am. If you don't like it, scroll on by or just leave. Don't go around discussing me with other people.
I have created a new journal already, and I will only add people I trust. I almost want to just clean up my friends list here and stay here, but there is a lot of lolz ~internet baggage~ here, and a new start is good. Maybe I'll come back. It's like ~ my home~ or whatever.
Until then, please don't judge people you don't know. And don't try to teach them when you have no place to teach, especially if you are going to be condescending about it. I have friends and family that know me. That's all I need and that's all I will say.
Now, it has a lot of memories too, and great ones! So, I'm not deleting it or anything, I'm just moving on. I'm not adding anyone on my new journal, I'm just going to use it for communities and to post privately. I feel this is the healthiest thing for me to do.
So, to my lovely friends, I bid you all adieu. I will miss some of you so much. But there is AIM and facebook, so if you have me added on those, we can still communicate~ And I deleted my twitter, so no go on that.
It feels strange. I've had this journal since I was 16. I've used it for so many things. To show off my fiction or poetry. Photos. To chat. To vent my frustrations. Random things. (Oh so many random things.) To squee about a new crush. And of course, to ramble on about my love for various people. Most recently, Michael Jackson. ♥ It's going to feel really strange at first, but like I said, this is the healthiest thing to do for me right now. I've been contemplating this for a while, in the back of my mind. I've had time to chew on it. And then my eyes were opened, and well, here I am.
I am doing this because I want to do it.
Adios!
EDIT:
Something else has come to my attention that disturbs me. If you have an issue with what I write here, please come to me with it, or if you really feel that way, DELETE me. I post what I post because I feel a need to post it. Try to understand that. It is of no consequence to neither you or I what I say here. I will figure my shit out, don't worry. This journal is just a journal, it's not a perfect reflection of who I am. If you don't like it, scroll on by or just leave. Don't go around discussing me with other people.
I have created a new journal already, and I will only add people I trust. I almost want to just clean up my friends list here and stay here, but there is a lot of lolz ~internet baggage~ here, and a new start is good. Maybe I'll come back. It's like ~ my home~ or whatever.
Until then, please don't judge people you don't know. And don't try to teach them when you have no place to teach, especially if you are going to be condescending about it. I have friends and family that know me. That's all I need and that's all I will say.