I realize as more time passes by that each new stage of life requires that you leave some things behind or it just seem to be the price that is paid
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I completely agree with you, on both things you said.
I just know that some relationships that don't last, that did break off, are better off being left that way. Some of the relationships have broken off because one person was putting in more than the other, and that just doesn't work. I don't think I'd be able to be friends with certain people again, because some of the endings were painful, and it's hard to forget that.
I am not judging people because of it, I realize some things aren't meant to last. It doesn't mean I don't feel sad anyway because of it, and it just makes me realize how lucky I am to have the friends I do have now, and all the friends I have had, because I've learned from them. I have learned from what I consider the good and the bad friendships, and the result has been a clearer view of who my real friends are.
Look at us. We've been friends a long long time now, I consider you family, but I barely see you and I'm lucky to find you on-line, and I love talking to you and hanging out when I can...We've had really bad times, where we've probably wanted to strangle one another, that's just the way we are. But we've also had really really good times....my highschool memories are basically of you and chambers, everything else is blank. I think even if I lived on the moon, even if we didn't speak for years...we'd still be best friends...which makes me think that we've reached a different level of friendship. Where we know, we know, at least I know for sure, that I'm always going to be your friend, even in the afterlives. I think I can say that with about 5% of my friendships now. It takes years of weathering to figure this out.
Basically I am the same person on the inside just different on the outside, and when different on the outside is what matters to people, it's just not real.
I just know that some relationships that don't last, that did break off, are better off being left that way. Some of the relationships have broken off because one person was putting in more than the other, and that just doesn't work. I don't think I'd be able to be friends with certain people again, because some of the endings were painful, and it's hard to forget that.
I am not judging people because of it, I realize some things aren't meant to last. It doesn't mean I don't feel sad anyway because of it, and it just makes me realize how lucky I am to have the friends I do have now, and all the friends I have had, because I've learned from them. I have learned from what I consider the good and the bad friendships, and the result has been a clearer view of who my real friends are.
Look at us. We've been friends a long long time now, I consider you family, but I barely see you and I'm lucky to find you on-line, and I love talking to you and hanging out when I can...We've had really bad times, where we've probably wanted to strangle one another, that's just the way we are. But we've also had really really good times....my highschool memories are basically of you and chambers, everything else is blank. I think even if I lived on the moon, even if we didn't speak for years...we'd still be best friends...which makes me think that we've reached a different level of friendship. Where we know, we know, at least I know for sure, that I'm always going to be your friend, even in the afterlives. I think I can say that with about 5% of my friendships now. It takes years of weathering to figure this out.
Basically I am the same person on the inside just different on the outside, and when different on the outside is what matters to people, it's just not real.
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