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Apparently, I was kidding when I said everything was going good. My personal life is never-ending shambles that I keep making it, and that just makes everything else seem so much worse. If my personal life is good, everything is good. If my personal life is crap, well, then everything else feels like it's ruined and that I'll never make anything work. Why is that? Why is my work and sucess so tied to my personal life? I think it's because in my twisted mind if I can't make a relationship work, I can't make anything work and I'll be doomed to failure if I can't make that one simple thing work.
I'm never going to be successful.
I'm never going to be successful.