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i had to post in here because i had a lot to say. somewhat. and im here at work all day.
so yesterday, right before i left work, i picked up another edition of our very own school newspaper. its a joke, but on days where there is absolutely nothing to do, i read through it, and im done in about 2 minutes. sometimes they have reviews on movies, bands, etc...
well this time they had a review of that art show my friend had, the one where he used like ten pics of me. when i went, it was wierd. it was a small space and the main room lined the walls with pics of me. obvious pics of me. i couldnt hide. so me and jason stayed by the snakc table and munched. haha. i still think its hilarious. so yes. it was a little bizarr-o being in a room looking at art of yourself. i, personally thought the pics came out great. and i am not one to like pics of me and i swear when i saw the flyer, an ugly pic he didnt use in the show thank god, i thought for sure i wasnt as photogenic as everyone kept saying, and i thought for sure i would be mortified. but maybe it was the full belly, or the beer i drank but i thought they were pretty okay. if it was a different subject i would have enjoyed them just the same i think. theere were good angles an maybe since i knew his concept, maybe thats why i got it and enjoyed them.
but not the island waves or the person that went to the show. he wrote more about the damn food there then anything. haha. and what did he say about the pics of me...well he said they didnt hold his attention. HAHAHA. i thought that was hilarious. im glad i can laugh at myself and im glad i never took those pics as a way for me to show off myself or to get praise from anyone. but i thought that was HEEE-larious. jason says he was talking about the pics themselves and not the subject, but i dont care. i thought that was great. i laughed. i laughed and then told people and then laughed some more. but i quite enjoyed them so fuck island waves! there reviews are lame anyways. dave the pics were great!!!
also, yesterday me and deb went to vernons for a few drinks. it was awesome. the first ten seconds sucked. i see why girls dont go to bars my themselves. its fucking disgusting the amount of old mens heads you turn. what the fuck! but i said screw it and we got drinks and hung out. everyone was friendly. it was awesome. we even had drinks bought for us and so many people were coming up to us and introducing themselves to us. then we came back to the house and chatted with zeb over some herb. it was good times.
jason gave me the wonderful plans he made for our one year. one year! thats amazing. i guess i kind of always knew things would work once we got together. he was one of my greatest friends before we got together. i remember the months leading up to us getting together. bad but good. if it wasnt for little girls stalking him things would have been better but i remember how much flirting we would do, and how wierd it felt, only because we were friends and now it was like...um i want to make out..with you...my friend. haha. those were good times though. it was like hanging out on the weekends with the hopes of kisses and love when the night was through. it was also awesome because we hadnt talked about getting together, but every weekend we would hang out, be close and make out when the night was done. i still smile at the thrill of it all. with good came bad though but i try not to remember her evil face, watching me and jason, still trying to have something with him that was never there. she would watch us two, then she would try and get in the middle and then there were always those nights she would "cock-block" [such a horrible term] and use her false drunkness as a way to stay over at his house. why are girls so evil? she made our first couple of months of our declared relationship, a living hell. i almost just wanted to say, you know...i guess i didnt know what i was getting into, so peace. you just blew your chance. haha. i mean i never understood it. i had this guy, who liked me from the beginning of us just being friends a year or two prior to us getting together and finally i come around after all that time and then he was going to blow it by not telling this whore of a girl (i have to add she incredibly nuts too) to back off and leave whatever they had in the past, alone. it was done. whatever little they had was done. but she didnt get ir or didnt want to get it. but i hung in there. rode it out. talked it out. and things got better. yep, those times were both good and bad. being single can be such a thrill but at the same time, i also remember those feelings of loneliness. those times where i wanted someone. one someone. to just be with them and not have to sift through guys trying to find one that it clicks with. i do enjoy our relationship. i mean its lasted this long. that says a lot. normally my relationships were a month or two. then id get bored. or just didnt want that attachment. so it was done. but jason. he made me want to be his girlfriend. one of the few guys to do that for me.
so yesterday, right before i left work, i picked up another edition of our very own school newspaper. its a joke, but on days where there is absolutely nothing to do, i read through it, and im done in about 2 minutes. sometimes they have reviews on movies, bands, etc...
well this time they had a review of that art show my friend had, the one where he used like ten pics of me. when i went, it was wierd. it was a small space and the main room lined the walls with pics of me. obvious pics of me. i couldnt hide. so me and jason stayed by the snakc table and munched. haha. i still think its hilarious. so yes. it was a little bizarr-o being in a room looking at art of yourself. i, personally thought the pics came out great. and i am not one to like pics of me and i swear when i saw the flyer, an ugly pic he didnt use in the show thank god, i thought for sure i wasnt as photogenic as everyone kept saying, and i thought for sure i would be mortified. but maybe it was the full belly, or the beer i drank but i thought they were pretty okay. if it was a different subject i would have enjoyed them just the same i think. theere were good angles an maybe since i knew his concept, maybe thats why i got it and enjoyed them.
but not the island waves or the person that went to the show. he wrote more about the damn food there then anything. haha. and what did he say about the pics of me...well he said they didnt hold his attention. HAHAHA. i thought that was hilarious. im glad i can laugh at myself and im glad i never took those pics as a way for me to show off myself or to get praise from anyone. but i thought that was HEEE-larious. jason says he was talking about the pics themselves and not the subject, but i dont care. i thought that was great. i laughed. i laughed and then told people and then laughed some more. but i quite enjoyed them so fuck island waves! there reviews are lame anyways. dave the pics were great!!!
also, yesterday me and deb went to vernons for a few drinks. it was awesome. the first ten seconds sucked. i see why girls dont go to bars my themselves. its fucking disgusting the amount of old mens heads you turn. what the fuck! but i said screw it and we got drinks and hung out. everyone was friendly. it was awesome. we even had drinks bought for us and so many people were coming up to us and introducing themselves to us. then we came back to the house and chatted with zeb over some herb. it was good times.
jason gave me the wonderful plans he made for our one year. one year! thats amazing. i guess i kind of always knew things would work once we got together. he was one of my greatest friends before we got together. i remember the months leading up to us getting together. bad but good. if it wasnt for little girls stalking him things would have been better but i remember how much flirting we would do, and how wierd it felt, only because we were friends and now it was like...um i want to make out..with you...my friend. haha. those were good times though. it was like hanging out on the weekends with the hopes of kisses and love when the night was through. it was also awesome because we hadnt talked about getting together, but every weekend we would hang out, be close and make out when the night was done. i still smile at the thrill of it all. with good came bad though but i try not to remember her evil face, watching me and jason, still trying to have something with him that was never there. she would watch us two, then she would try and get in the middle and then there were always those nights she would "cock-block" [such a horrible term] and use her false drunkness as a way to stay over at his house. why are girls so evil? she made our first couple of months of our declared relationship, a living hell. i almost just wanted to say, you know...i guess i didnt know what i was getting into, so peace. you just blew your chance. haha. i mean i never understood it. i had this guy, who liked me from the beginning of us just being friends a year or two prior to us getting together and finally i come around after all that time and then he was going to blow it by not telling this whore of a girl (i have to add she incredibly nuts too) to back off and leave whatever they had in the past, alone. it was done. whatever little they had was done. but she didnt get ir or didnt want to get it. but i hung in there. rode it out. talked it out. and things got better. yep, those times were both good and bad. being single can be such a thrill but at the same time, i also remember those feelings of loneliness. those times where i wanted someone. one someone. to just be with them and not have to sift through guys trying to find one that it clicks with. i do enjoy our relationship. i mean its lasted this long. that says a lot. normally my relationships were a month or two. then id get bored. or just didnt want that attachment. so it was done. but jason. he made me want to be his girlfriend. one of the few guys to do that for me.