[After finally reaching Violet city, Anew is relieved to give her pokemon a well deserved rest inside their pokeballs as she takes care of their soon to be new companion
[Anew lets out a gasp when she recognizes Vanille's voice, and she quickly wipes out the tears in her face with both of her hands
She attempts to smile to the camera, but her eyes are still puffy red] Oh..Hi Vanille, I.. [She doesn't feel capable of lying, Vanille is just so kind to her to deserve that, and...Anew is a terrible liar] I don't know
I...I know that I shouldn't be crying, but I.. [She feels the urge to just let the tears flow freely, to not keep thinking anymore and let it all out] I can't think about anything
If you want...You can tell me what's wrong. I can't help but...Sometimes it makes you feel better if you tell someone else. [After all, she felt better after talking to Serah.]
[Anew nods as she takes a shaky breath, she will start right at the beginning] Remember when I first met you? That day I told you that I named my Sentret after someone special for me.
[I wish it was just that] It's complicated, when I first arrived, I was told that he was in Jotho, but I haven't found him yet, and I...I really need to talk to him
You see...[Her eyes closes tightly as memories crashes down to her] before I died back home...I did something terrible
[Nothing to worry?, how could she say something like that?]
NO! It's not okay! I...I nearly killed him! [She knows that she said what she wanted to say during their last goodbye, but the guilt of her betrayal remained over her shoulders]
I..[A weak sob before speaking in an almost inaudible voice] I almost kill the person I love
[Anew tries to regain her voice as hears Vanille's voice, she's right about that part, only that part]
I would never harm him on my own will, I was too weak and I let it happen [Honestly, How could she think that they would let her go that easily]
I let them play with me, they never cared about me, they just used me as an instrument, how could I listen to them?![Her sadness is turning quickly into anger, and her words are not longer directed to Vanille, she's just letting go all those feelings out of her chest, feelings that were hidden for a long time]
If it...You did your best. You couldn't know they would do something like that. [She doesn't know what to say but that. How is she supposed to help?] He understands, I'm sure he does!
I should have known, they would never allow me to go with him, and I knew it [That last phrase comes out in voice that is so full of disgust, that Anew can barely recognize it as her own]
[That last statement snaps Anew out of her temporal rampage. It makes her remember those peaceful last moments she spent with Lyle, how could she forget about them?]
We...[Somehow, the corners of her mouth are tilted upwards as she opens her eyes] We understood each other, ......but I'm not so sure if I can understand why I did such bad thing in the past
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She attempts to smile to the camera, but her eyes are still puffy red] Oh..Hi Vanille, I.. [She doesn't feel capable of lying, Vanille is just so kind to her to deserve that, and...Anew is a terrible liar]
I don't know
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It's just that....his birthday is today
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You see...[Her eyes closes tightly as memories crashes down to her] before I died back home...I did something terrible
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NO! It's not okay! I...I nearly killed him! [She knows that she said what she wanted to say during their last goodbye, but the guilt of her betrayal remained over her shoulders]
I..[A weak sob before speaking in an almost inaudible voice] I almost kill the person I love
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I would never harm him on my own will, I was too weak and I let it happen [Honestly, How could she think that they would let her go that easily]
I let them play with me, they never cared about me, they just used me as an instrument, how could I listen to them?![Her sadness is turning quickly into anger, and her words are not longer directed to Vanille, she's just letting go all those feelings out of her chest, feelings that were hidden for a long time]
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[That last statement snaps Anew out of her temporal rampage. It makes her remember those peaceful last moments she spent with Lyle, how could she forget about them?]
We...[Somehow, the corners of her mouth are tilted upwards as she opens her eyes] We understood each other, ......but I'm not so sure if I can understand why I did such bad thing in the past
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