Sep 29, 2005 01:04
Today I got thinking about my Grandmother ... Sometimes I do that out of no where and it always makes me a little sad but today I realized that although she isn't here to share some of the great times we have I have 11 years of memories of her that will be with me for the rest of my life and noone can take that away from me. I can't believe in January she will have been dead 4 years. I think of where I was 4 years ago and how fast those 4 years have just flew by and then I think of where I will be in another 4 years...I will be almost 21 years old then and that's scary. It makes me wonder where I will be in 4 short years. I miss her so much and to this day I still get upset about it and sometime soon I plan on going to the store and buying flowers and putting them on her grave.