hi-ho-hi-ho it's off to work I go!
I'm feeling really annoyed, and aggravated today. You see, it was supposed to be a day off because I didn't have to work and I didn't have to go to school. So I was just kinda being lazy and chillin around the house and playing on my computer and such when the phone rang and my mom called me saying it was for me. Well, I should have ran as far as I could because it was a co-worker of mine. She's sick and wanted to know if I could cover for her? And what made me even more mad is that she made it seem like I was the ONLY EMPLOYEE who could do it. One other cashier wasn't answering her phone, so look who's going to work tonight! GRRR! I hate my job more and more as each day passes. And what makes me even more upset is that I cannot find anything else. I check the paper almost every day and I can never seem to find anything. And I'm scared, I don't know if anyone is going to even hire me because of my week's vacation in March? My dad brought me a newspaper article to read the other day and I noticed on the side of the paper was an ad for BestBank. They are opening 12 branches by April and were looking for employees. I didn't go to the job fair that it advertised but I E-mailed my resume this morning so I'm really hoping to hear back from them. How awesome would that be to go to Florida in March knowing that there is a brand new job waiting for me when I get home! Also a bank is being built by my house and I was planning on applying as soon as I see a sign out or something, but I think I've got awhile for that one too!
As for my current finances I've come up with a plan to help me with Florida! NO MORE SPENDING! I've removed all my credit cards from my wallet and allow myself only $100 from each check for "spending money" (and that's every other week mind you!) If I quit buying clothes and things I don't need from work, hopefully I'll be ok for Florida! And after that, it's work, work, work for me! And hopefully I'll have a new job by then or shortly after then!
As for school, well it's still all a mess. However I have made an appointment with a counclor for tomorrow at 1pm! Hopefully he can help give me some kind of guidance because I'm in some dire need! I've been doing alot of thinking lately. I'm very frustrated with the fact that I have no direction regarding my future. It isn't long before I'm going to have to support myself with shelter, food, insurance, cable, internet...and the like. Well, it's not like I'm going to be able to do it now? Anyway, I've been thinking about what I like to do. I've been a cashier since I was like 16. I've done it for years, I've worked at a bank and would die to work at another one. (Yes, I have even thought about crying back to Stan Fed to see if they would hire me back!) So I was thinking that maybe I should go into accounting or something? But the thing is, is that I don't really know what the job entails. I think I would like it,I'm a very organized person, good with numbers, likes working with facts and figues and the like? I could ask my counclor tomorrow, maybe he could tell me, because I really don't know?
And in closing, I have recently discovered that two of my good friends like eachother. (you know who you are!) Part of me is really nervous about the whole thing: what if it doesn't work out? What if it ends badly? and most of all...what if I end up losing one or both of them through some crazy occurance? That is my worst fear of all, I think I would die! But in the end, I've decided that I can't really do anything about. They are both wonderful people, and have been looking for someone equally as wonderful, and I think they may have actually foud it (it that makes any sense?) In that sense they both seem very happy and I'm very happy for them! After all, they are both very happy, so why shouldn't I be? I luv you guys!
As for my current finances I've come up with a plan to help me with Florida! NO MORE SPENDING! I've removed all my credit cards from my wallet and allow myself only $100 from each check for "spending money" (and that's every other week mind you!) If I quit buying clothes and things I don't need from work, hopefully I'll be ok for Florida! And after that, it's work, work, work for me! And hopefully I'll have a new job by then or shortly after then!
As for school, well it's still all a mess. However I have made an appointment with a counclor for tomorrow at 1pm! Hopefully he can help give me some kind of guidance because I'm in some dire need! I've been doing alot of thinking lately. I'm very frustrated with the fact that I have no direction regarding my future. It isn't long before I'm going to have to support myself with shelter, food, insurance, cable, internet...and the like. Well, it's not like I'm going to be able to do it now? Anyway, I've been thinking about what I like to do. I've been a cashier since I was like 16. I've done it for years, I've worked at a bank and would die to work at another one. (Yes, I have even thought about crying back to Stan Fed to see if they would hire me back!) So I was thinking that maybe I should go into accounting or something? But the thing is, is that I don't really know what the job entails. I think I would like it,I'm a very organized person, good with numbers, likes working with facts and figues and the like? I could ask my counclor tomorrow, maybe he could tell me, because I really don't know?
And in closing, I have recently discovered that two of my good friends like eachother. (you know who you are!) Part of me is really nervous about the whole thing: what if it doesn't work out? What if it ends badly? and most of all...what if I end up losing one or both of them through some crazy occurance? That is my worst fear of all, I think I would die! But in the end, I've decided that I can't really do anything about. They are both wonderful people, and have been looking for someone equally as wonderful, and I think they may have actually foud it (it that makes any sense?) In that sense they both seem very happy and I'm very happy for them! After all, they are both very happy, so why shouldn't I be? I luv you guys!