can't do it

[crisscrossscar]

just died my hair, tony died his too. talking to jarrod, long time no talk.

i desided that i'm not going to get into a relationship right now. it's the last thing i need. as much as i may like sertan people it just can't do it because i need the space, if i get into another relationship it'll just fuck things up more, even if ithe person isn't a bad person. i just i don't know... it's confusing. the shit jon-mikael put me through is still clinging to me. i feel really bad, but right now i can't be a caged bird