my wish

[criss_adda]

 here my wish

My  wish

I wish that my heart didn´t belong to you , but it does.

I wish that my mind didn´t belong to you, but it does.

I wish that the dark of your heart were not on my soul, but it is.

I wish that your past didn´t hunt you in the night, but it does.

I wish that you knew you are not alone, but you don’t.

I wish that you felt the way I do when I look  you in the eyes, but you don’t.

I wish that you were not here al the time, but you are.

I wish you could see what I see when the sun dies, but you don’t.

I wish you would dream of me like I do of you, but you wont

I wish my heart didn’t break  when I see suffer, but it does.

I wish you would speak to me when you fell blue, but you wont.

I wish you could see that you saw that the world is more that a status, but you don’t.

I wish you didn’t see me as only the girl how knows all the answers, but you do.

I wish that you could feel like I do when  the waves break the shore of the sea, but you don’t .

I wish I knew how to make you feel good and happy, but I don’t .

I wish I didn’t want to feel your touch on my skin, but I do.

I wish I didn’t fell like an idiot every time you think  i´m incorrect about life, but I do.

I wish I knew more to help you, but I don’t.

I wish you were here if I feel sad, but you are not.

I wish i didn’t fell this way for you, but I do.

I wish that when you read my letter you wont laugh, but you will.

I wish I didn’t ….. love you, but I do.

I wish you didn’t know how I feel, but you do.

And now that you know what I wish I;  hope with my heart you can see all of this is the true, I hope your heart will be with me now, I hope you love me the same way I do.

You can say i´m crazy but i´m not, you can say I lost my mind but I know and you too I have not.

Now that you now this you ca use it against me, but I know you wont; you want to know how I know , you will fell foolish if some body knew.

Now that you know you can just wish you didn’t, but you wont because deep in you mind and heart  you want to feel this way too, maybe not with me but with someone.

I will wait for you to come, even if you never do, I will wait, with my open arms , open soul and open heart for you.

And again I wish you love.

Draco.