Jun 20, 2006 14:06
I've prabably always been a little too introspective for my own good. I don't consider myself a selfish person but I realize that I spend maybe too much time picking out my personal flaws. And maybe that makes me selfish. hmm... sort of on a straight line of consistent feelings. Just kind of here sometimes, not really accomplishing anything in particular. I don't feel any kind of great accomplishment at all actually. It's all been kind of temporary. Damir and I are doing well but on a personal level I feel very dull. I'm unmotivated as usual, who knows when this cycle will run its course. I'm the only one that can change it. The more thought I put toward change, the less and less likely it seems to occur. I shouldn't say that I always feel this way because that isn't realistic. But when I feel the drag, I feel like it's been years.
On a more interesting note, my sister had her baby boy. His name is Benjamin Grey. He will be a month old this Friday. He is absolutely gorgeous. I call him squish. His facial expressions are wonderful. Especially his poop face. He puts a lot into it.