Jun 26, 2005 23:07
Life, you are a naughty little bastard. You must be spanked.
Ever find yourself over-reacting to life and you can't remember how to stop?
It's like holy shit, I was some version of fine before. Why did this happen? And you analyze that horse right into the fucking ground.
Theres something I should be seeing and I know, and I cannot see it yet, and this doesn't fit in with my tendency to be impatient.
Got mooned on the boulevard tonight.
Matt and I went for a drive and I got my windows down before we left the driveway (because, you see, they don't open or close while the car is on or in motion!)
We listened to good music and it is a beautiful night.
Went on the river tonight and it was awesome. The water, trees, setting sun-they all help to clear my mind and remember that I am more than this body. More than this limiting personality. And someday I'll see myself even if you can't and that is all that matters.