Sep 07, 2006 17:24
Words cannot even describe the shock that my system is currently undergoing. I absolutley hte it when someone needs to tell you important news like I'm moving, I have cancer, I am pregnant, I am getting married, etc. and you find out through someone else or through reading it somewhere. I am just so sick of everything right now. I have tried so hard to stay positive and now all I want to do is cry and give up. I try so hard to build solid friendships...what have I ever done that makes me deserve to not hear the truth from people? I jsut don't understand why people hide things from people. I realize that they are trying to keep peole fromg eting hurt, but in the end doesn't that just end up hurting the person more?
Damn....I was having a much better week. I've seen the Goo Goo Dolls, the Counting Crows, and Hillside Manor the past few days. Music seems to be the best escape.
I just need someone who will try and understand me....
There goes the amazingness of college. I guess life is rarely what you expect it to be...