Maybe if we were older....or in a different time....
So there is this person in my life who is not "the" person in my life but has such an amazing effect on me. I realized today that although I am pretty sure he is not "the" one for me, he makes me believe that "the" one exists. There is just something about him. He is so reassuring and genuine. He makes you regain faith in humanity. He is the type of guy that you could tell literally anything and he would brush it off as if it were nothing. With him you don't have to hide the skeletons in your closet or your true emotions. I feel so free to just be me, all my oddities included.
It's weird to me that I have known him for quite awhile and yet only rescently have I begun to feel that i really know him. Although I know deep down somewhere that he is not right for me, I can;t help but love the way i feel when his arm is around me or when he gives me that look that makes me just be thankful that I even know him....
Wow I am such a blue today....
I leave for montreat tomorrow. Hopefully that will help me clear my mind....
It's weird to me that I have known him for quite awhile and yet only rescently have I begun to feel that i really know him. Although I know deep down somewhere that he is not right for me, I can;t help but love the way i feel when his arm is around me or when he gives me that look that makes me just be thankful that I even know him....
Wow I am such a blue today....
I leave for montreat tomorrow. Hopefully that will help me clear my mind....