There are times when you just feel like a failure....
Thank you...thank you for supporting me through the week of hell...thank you for not calling me an idiot for applying at these ridiculous schools....thank you for showing me that no matter what, at the end fo the day, I am loved....
Today was a pretty good day, minus the not getting into Yale part. It was so beautiful outside. I smiled almost all day. Even when I found out the news ( I also foudn out today that I am not getting a scholarship that I could have). I felt really calm and relaxed. I felt like somehow the world was right. The Tri-M concert went really well. Afterwards I had dinner with some friends and family which was nice....
My favorite convo from today:
Christie, Do you have a map?
Me: Excuse me....
Do you have a map.....cause I am lost in your eyes....
So cheesy but it made me laugh forever which just made me plain old happy....
Brooke and I went to Mountain Park today....we named a swan (Swanson) and wondered about the mysteries of duck mating rituals...
I hate when relationships are not defined....they are just there. Hanging wondering....what are we? Whether it be a friendship or more...sometimes it's just nice to know what exactly we are...
Well for some reason I am in a pretty positive mood....it's funny how things work out...I didn't even shed a tear....not so bad for having your dreams semi-crash down around you...
Today was a pretty good day, minus the not getting into Yale part. It was so beautiful outside. I smiled almost all day. Even when I found out the news ( I also foudn out today that I am not getting a scholarship that I could have). I felt really calm and relaxed. I felt like somehow the world was right. The Tri-M concert went really well. Afterwards I had dinner with some friends and family which was nice....
My favorite convo from today:
Christie, Do you have a map?
Me: Excuse me....
Do you have a map.....cause I am lost in your eyes....
So cheesy but it made me laugh forever which just made me plain old happy....
Brooke and I went to Mountain Park today....we named a swan (Swanson) and wondered about the mysteries of duck mating rituals...
I hate when relationships are not defined....they are just there. Hanging wondering....what are we? Whether it be a friendship or more...sometimes it's just nice to know what exactly we are...
Well for some reason I am in a pretty positive mood....it's funny how things work out...I didn't even shed a tear....not so bad for having your dreams semi-crash down around you...