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wow well first of all, dodgeball was hot. of course nothing was sexier than the shirts i made. yea they were awesome. ben rictor you kicked ass, reminded me of a ballerina lol. very nice. justin, that was awesome the first game, you killed like 4 people on your own. sam my indian, you were pretty awesome too. yea got to sit next to your dad in the stands. my ben, you had some awesome catches adn i am sorry bout ur finger. cj and matt had some awesome lil roll things going on. haha. yea everybody was awesome. i love you guys. next year me and ashley are SO making a girls team...
secondly for the emotional part. ben was being all quiet today in health and wouldnt tell me what was wrong as ususal. so hes all being blah adn depressed like and that pisses me off and i start acting like that. then on his lil stress test he put answers down about not having a person in your life to talk to, how he doesnt get to have fun once a week, how he doesnt have anybody to trust, and all these other lil random things that make me feel like shit. so yea late at the dodgeball tournament ben and i had a lil argument. i ended up getting yelled at for having to go camping on the same day he gets his lisence, so now i am not goin to that cuz he was all freaking out about it. so i got upset. and he still hasnt told me about what was bothering him the other day. so he finally tells me. and go figure it ends up being the same thing, he had pinkie promised how many times before, that was bothering him and made him act all depressed like last week. so now he is telling me that the only thing that will make it better is for him to apologize to him, which of course is retarded adn never gonna happen cuz i know that if the sit was the other way around he wouldnt do it either. adn then he goes adn says hes flirting with me, making me fell like shit telling me how most people dont like him and i should listen to them andall this shit. then bringing back the whole car incedent. yea ben i fucked up what more do you want me to say?? so this issue is brought up again for the again umpteenth time about how i fucked up again. cuz i am a retard bitch who cant do anything right. sorry. so now i am pissed off and upset. cuz of course this happens every 10 days, so its nothing new and i am tired of hearing it over and over. yea so life sucks. thought now that dodgeball was over itd get rid of a lotta stress...haha so much for that....
~*erin*~
~~~~~sorry if i sound like such a bitch all the time you guys. i dont really put this up for everybody to have to read. its noreso to relieve stress and make me feel better about all the drama that goes on.
secondly for the emotional part. ben was being all quiet today in health and wouldnt tell me what was wrong as ususal. so hes all being blah adn depressed like and that pisses me off and i start acting like that. then on his lil stress test he put answers down about not having a person in your life to talk to, how he doesnt get to have fun once a week, how he doesnt have anybody to trust, and all these other lil random things that make me feel like shit. so yea late at the dodgeball tournament ben and i had a lil argument. i ended up getting yelled at for having to go camping on the same day he gets his lisence, so now i am not goin to that cuz he was all freaking out about it. so i got upset. and he still hasnt told me about what was bothering him the other day. so he finally tells me. and go figure it ends up being the same thing, he had pinkie promised how many times before, that was bothering him and made him act all depressed like last week. so now he is telling me that the only thing that will make it better is for him to apologize to him, which of course is retarded adn never gonna happen cuz i know that if the sit was the other way around he wouldnt do it either. adn then he goes adn says hes flirting with me, making me fell like shit telling me how most people dont like him and i should listen to them andall this shit. then bringing back the whole car incedent. yea ben i fucked up what more do you want me to say?? so this issue is brought up again for the again umpteenth time about how i fucked up again. cuz i am a retard bitch who cant do anything right. sorry. so now i am pissed off and upset. cuz of course this happens every 10 days, so its nothing new and i am tired of hearing it over and over. yea so life sucks. thought now that dodgeball was over itd get rid of a lotta stress...haha so much for that....
~*erin*~
~~~~~sorry if i sound like such a bitch all the time you guys. i dont really put this up for everybody to have to read. its noreso to relieve stress and make me feel better about all the drama that goes on.