Dec 05, 2004 11:07
wow life sucks. def having one of the down times. grace and kassie, happy bday and im sorry i couldnt go to your parties. erin im sorry i couldnt give you a ride. everybodys either pissed, mad, and/or upset with me at the moment. joy. cuz i fucked up. go figure... i do that a lot cuz i suck. this time more than the usual though. so lets see i end up with...
**a week of not being able to go anywhere
**my b/f mad at me and thinking i cheated on him
**my BFF making me feel worse about it *like i dont feel bad enough already *lets play make erin feel even worse*
**losing a fren that doesnt know it yet
**having like 10 people ready to beat the shit out of that ex-fren
**those people probably pissed off at me in some form too
**oh and ben almonds mad at me cuz i didnt say happy bday
so now im stuck with nobody to turn to, nobody to talk to. fun...wow whatever. i dont want your sympathies or anything. its my own damn fault as usual since erins point in life is to fuck everything up. well i gotta go to lauras to work on a project and probably hear shit from her too. then its off to perform at church tonight. *erins got a solo what now?? yea like with quarter notes and all...* church sucks. yea me n kara are beasts in our awesome concert dresses though... wow whatever. im sorry suck at life you guys.