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i'm disappearing again for a little bit. i have to do some things in florida like drive my grandma down there and help go through my aunt donna's stuff, then go to her memorial service. after that pat and i get a few days vacation, just the two of us in st. augustine's, fittingly the last place my dad ever vacationed before he died.
my summer has not started yet because of the multiple catastrophes that don't ever seem to stop but i think that this will be the beginning of it right here. then i hope that my friends will still have me after i get home and am able to hang.
nico comes in on july 15 or so! i can't wait to see him. 6,000 miles is definitely too far away.
despite what i say i have little hope for the future. i'm not depressed or upset about it but it's just not there. i feel ever so slightly the impending doom of a life that's destined to suck somewhat. well enough fatalism for today.
my summer has not started yet because of the multiple catastrophes that don't ever seem to stop but i think that this will be the beginning of it right here. then i hope that my friends will still have me after i get home and am able to hang.
nico comes in on july 15 or so! i can't wait to see him. 6,000 miles is definitely too far away.
despite what i say i have little hope for the future. i'm not depressed or upset about it but it's just not there. i feel ever so slightly the impending doom of a life that's destined to suck somewhat. well enough fatalism for today.