sick day
Well today I woke up feeling like absolute crap, so I went into my moms room and told her I didn't feel good and she gave me the day off yay. I have been getting sicker for the last week or so but it seems to be like bad in the morning, like I can barely talk but then as the day progresses I slowly start to feel better and then by night time I feel sick again. It really sucks. Oh well. Well I woke up today and just sat at home for a while then I called up April and we hung out for like half an hour before she had to go to school, it's funny our new food place seems to be taco bell. We Almost always seem to go there when we eat and we always have a blast. Today I was really glad I saw her since yesterday we had to put my dog down and I am still super upset about that, it felt good to just talk to someone who I know I can trust and who will take care of me. I haven't talked to Alec since he left for Florida which kinda sucks since last time he called me the day he got to Florida. I guess things are just changing. WE are growing up and growing apart as much as I hate to admit it. I might miss school again tomorow but no gaurentee. I don't really care at this point. Cole bleh I don't even want to get started on that, I guess I am trying to be different but it seems like we never have anything to talk about so it's like why try? It seems we just communicate best when we are fighting which sucks though cause I mean serious who wants to be fighting with someone constatnly? Christina *shrugs* we are friends but I dunno I think we are drifting apart too, I mean I refuse to take her to Cole's anymore and she always wants to be there so it's like ok whatever I'm not doing that. Matt hmm nothing with Matt he and I took seperate paths a while ago. I dunno again I feel like I don't have friends that are actually at my school. Dani and I are getting really close again thank gods, she was always so sweet and I love being around her. GAH I keep sneezing and it is bugging the hell out of me! It was funny cause Sunday I was going to go have lunch with Cole but then April wound up calling me so I took her along as well, and we actually didn't fight. She told me I have to bring her along more often and I of course said definatly! She and I have gotten so close lately and it feels really great. It is making it easier on me to just be able to call and talk to her almost whenever (well now that her minutes started over) and the fact that it is easy for she and I to hang out. It is going to be a bit harder since she started school back up but we still have the weekends. I am starting to meet all of her other friends as well so it makes it easier to talk to her about them. I think they like me so thats always a plus, means when she is going out to a party at Matt's house then she can actually call me LoL. Well I dunno there isn't much to talk about and I need to start calling people to see what homework I missed today. Hopefully not a whole lot.
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Jess
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Jess