I'M ALIVE! \o/
finally something new from me, and something different, I hope you like it anyway :)
and there is a Fanmix coming, too. So stay tuned! ;)
Rating: PG(-13)
Pairing: Sam/Dean | Dean/Castiel
Notes: lyric all by Linkin Park (links under pictures)
no beta.
Figure.09He remembers the hunt when it all went down. The desperation that turned into kisses, turning into their clothes scattered on the floor, them on the bed.
Tugging, caressing, holding tight, calming the other.
FaintHe doesn't know when he had learnt to build his world around this, them, and he doesn't care, 'cause his brother? His brother's all he's got left in this world. No matter how it all turns out in the end.
Pushing Me AwayAll the sacrifices he had made were for them. Something good, something he needed.
But he could hear the clock ticking away, whispering that it all would go down. Soon, too soon.
ForgottenThe darkness was closing around him, tangling with his soul. Until, until a bright light stepped in, claiming him. With everything he was and everything he would ever be. A light that was too bright to look at, a light that flooded him with warmth and calmed him. A calmness he hadn't felt in a long time.
A Place For My HeadThe caressing and holding had turned into scars and shoving. No more time for just being them. He locked himself away in his head, blocking out the pain, wishing for the bright light to return and take him away.
Lying From YouHe had learnt early how to fit in. How to be the person everyone wanted him to be. But his brother had taken him the way he was. This is him and still he had to watch his brother turn away. He wasn't going to let his brother slip away, he was going to claim him, even if the price was their souls. They belonged together.
In PiecesHe longs for the caress; to take him, soothe away the pain, holding him when his soul is at the edge of breaking.
His faith was long lost, but the warm hand on his cheek is a chance to find the scattered pieces again.
In Between Don't StayThere is nowhere to go, nowhere to hide. He had lost everything he'd ever known. Them and himself on the way.
Given UpHe had been disobedient. He had ignored orders. He was stuck, no back and forth. All he had left to do, was to help this lost soul to find the right track again. But he hadn't noticed how they had become so intertwined.
Somewhere I BelongAll he wants is a place where there is no pain, no fear, no broken souls. A place where he belongs.
In The EndHe wants to hold on, wants to believe that this wouldn't end in tears and flames. But he is so tired, his fingers growing numb, his back starting to ache under the weight.
hope you enjoyed it, and comments are LOVE! :)