as time continues to fly by...
A lot has happened since the last time i wrote anything at all. Have i been busy? somewhat, but not really. Have i changed? yet again, or at least i think so, or elements of change are somewhat appearant.
Natasha and i broke up last september, i've worked at book warehouse since that same september, i've made a lot of friends, and lost a lot of friends in this same time, and really keep to myself much as i did after i graduated high school. My car was crushed in the ice storm, and i recently bought a truck, which i later discovered was overpriced, but at least i don't have a loan on it. I dated Courtney for awhile back in October before her husband got out of jail...as weird as that sounds. Koolaid moved to Shirley, as did Evan. Tommy thinks he's greater than the world, when rather he's in a lower position on the poverty scale than i, myself am. Nathan and i hang out weekly, and Tim and I have made up after the Natasha stealing inhalers thing. Amanda just gets on my nerves with very frequent lying that i interpret quite easily but she thinks i haven't figured it out, so i've distanced myself from her in recent weeks. Camila and I talk, but don't really hang out too much because of transportation or destination. So in summary, i don't have too many friends, but that's really okay. a few good friends are better than hundreds of shitty ones.
I haven't smoked pot in two weeks, and don't intend to in awhile, it's a decision that should put me ahead in financial, mental and in job situations. Nathan wants me to move to New Hampshire with him, i might, but again, much like last year, money is always so tight, i can't promise that i can save much. Music continues to be life, as i saw dredg about a month ago, which was pretty much life changing.
That was a summary of my last 9 months socially, i can't promise i'll update this anytime soon, but i very well might. I bottle my emotions in as for i don't have too many people willing to listen, but yet again, i for once really don't have much to complain about. My family being a bunch of pessimists really made me realize where i get my negativity from, so i try to be more positive. but how many times have i said that?
alright.
Natasha and i broke up last september, i've worked at book warehouse since that same september, i've made a lot of friends, and lost a lot of friends in this same time, and really keep to myself much as i did after i graduated high school. My car was crushed in the ice storm, and i recently bought a truck, which i later discovered was overpriced, but at least i don't have a loan on it. I dated Courtney for awhile back in October before her husband got out of jail...as weird as that sounds. Koolaid moved to Shirley, as did Evan. Tommy thinks he's greater than the world, when rather he's in a lower position on the poverty scale than i, myself am. Nathan and i hang out weekly, and Tim and I have made up after the Natasha stealing inhalers thing. Amanda just gets on my nerves with very frequent lying that i interpret quite easily but she thinks i haven't figured it out, so i've distanced myself from her in recent weeks. Camila and I talk, but don't really hang out too much because of transportation or destination. So in summary, i don't have too many friends, but that's really okay. a few good friends are better than hundreds of shitty ones.
I haven't smoked pot in two weeks, and don't intend to in awhile, it's a decision that should put me ahead in financial, mental and in job situations. Nathan wants me to move to New Hampshire with him, i might, but again, much like last year, money is always so tight, i can't promise that i can save much. Music continues to be life, as i saw dredg about a month ago, which was pretty much life changing.
That was a summary of my last 9 months socially, i can't promise i'll update this anytime soon, but i very well might. I bottle my emotions in as for i don't have too many people willing to listen, but yet again, i for once really don't have much to complain about. My family being a bunch of pessimists really made me realize where i get my negativity from, so i try to be more positive. but how many times have i said that?
alright.