i'm on a roll.

[crisis_to_chaos]

So there's a certain about of luck, and a certain about of skill that keeps my life moving from day to day in the wrong direction. I'm lucky that i have what i have despite my deceitfulness from time to time, but generally i just like taking things for granted because i don't care about my life really at all anymore. I just let myself go, what triggered this, is beyond me, but i'm aware it's happened, and i'm cool with it, but yet i know the consequences of this, and i stray away from rebuilding.

Hopefully this translates to gibberish, because i'm not sure i want anyone at all knowing my intentions in the near future.