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♐ 009 // [Voice]

Aug 09, 2011 16:46

buffy hugged him, *voice, i miss my dead bitch, sucks to be raven, ~buffy, foreveralone.jpg, ~yuri, he touched vash, ~emil, i hate doing angsty posts, ~vash, ~duke, ~grune, house 12, ~alexei

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[ filtered ] slaying August 10 2011, 02:24:00 UTC

[ buffy barely caught this as she was just about to shut her journal -- hmm.

curious, she flips it back open. ] Raven? Was that you?

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 10 2011, 12:03:38 UTC

[He feels awkward.]

Yeah, it was. I'm just apologizin' for before.

[ filtered ] slaying August 11 2011, 01:41:40 UTC

...For what? For what before?

[ a little lost. ]

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 11 2011, 09:52:04 UTC

Ah! Oh. [Oh yeah, she's not psychic.]

For when Jack got sent home. I just tried ta make you feel better, without really understandin'.

[ filtered ] slaying August 12 2011, 20:34:21 UTC

It's...[ she stammers, caught off guard. ] It's okay.

Just -- this? Kinda out of the blue.

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 12 2011, 20:37:43 UTC

I know it is, but I wanted to apologize anyway. [He doesn't really want to explain the reasons...]

How are things since Jack came back?

[ filtered ] slaying August 12 2011, 20:39:10 UTC

...Complicated.

[ she sounds a little distracted as she answers. something tells her this isn't just about the apology. ] But that's about par for the world's most complicated golf course.

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 12 2011, 22:48:45 UTC

He does remember though, doesn't he? [He seemed to remember Raven when they spoke.] So it can't be that hard, can it?

[ filtered ] /KAZZI/! xD slaying August 13 2011, 01:49:12 UTC

He remembers. And that's a mercy.

But there are other things that are complicated and...well? I should just stop expecting it to be easy.

[ filtered ] :3 crisis_rain August 13 2011, 12:44:48 UTC

Does he still feel the same way about you?

[ filtered ] slaying August 13 2011, 12:46:59 UTC

He does. He really does. He lived another two years back home, Raven. When he came back? He came back with two whole years of missing me that hit him all at once.

How can I match that? [ she's only just now warming up to the concept of loving him. ]

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 13 2011, 12:51:49 UTC

[Two years... Raven waited ten to see her again. Is this how she felt when he told her the truth? Is this what went through her mind as well? He didn't know, and he didn't know what to say or think.]

You don't have to match those years. You just have to keep being who you are, and feeling the same way you do.

[ filtered ] slaying August 13 2011, 12:54:46 UTC

...Sometimes you sound like a greeting card, Raven.

[ a beat. ] I don't mean that like a bad thing.

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 13 2011, 12:57:56 UTC

I was never any good at emotional things, mainly because I don't like talkin' about my own. You women are complicated.

[ filtered ] slaying August 13 2011, 12:59:10 UTC

Everyone's complicated. The plumbing's got nothing to do with it. We womenfolk are just more honest about how complicated we are and don't try and hide it under a whole extra mess of pretending not to be complicated.

[ filtered ] crisis_rain August 13 2011, 13:00:52 UTC

You're jokin', right? I'm the most complicated man you'll ever meet! I never said I pretend not ta be.

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