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lately I feel like I've been chasing people away. I'm trying to move on with my life and do what I have to, but for some reason I feel like I'm doing it incorrectly. I wanna make new friends and keep the ones that I have, but I just can't seem to keep the friendships going. I'm critical, I'm passive aggressive, I can't seem to take a hint...gah, frustrating. maybe what I need to do is just step back from people, a whole lot. I don't wanna be dependent on others to make me feel better. I wanna be able to take care of myself first, you know? if people need me, for sure I'll be there. I just don't wanna keep chasing people away because I seem needy or something. we'll see though, we'll see...