prayers do come true... eventually :-)

[crise_cardiaque]

things are going good. i finally got a job- a good one for that matter... next step is to actually train and go to work haha... i hope i can do this... transportation is not going to be easy... i have the train and bus i can take and a few people to fall back on just in case something happens. im excited. reallllly realllly excited... partly because now i can give back to the people who have helped me. that and gain some independence and pay for my own fun.... oh so exhilerating. i just hope i dont screw it up by lack of communication, etc. my phone is at the Micheal's house, but im planning on getting that today. Besides that, my home life has been a breeze-partly because im not there as much and partly because i have learned not to react so negatively to the yelling and screaming my parents do so well(this has been an ongoing lesson for many years btw). i am changing in a good way. i've been more motivated since last year.... well, on and off.... right now im SUPER motivated! haha.

anyway, like i said... things are going good. i'm learning, living and loving. that's what life's about.

i'm going to make a list of other things i need to work on this winter:

-take teas exam/apply to BHSN successfully... and hopefully get in!!
-get up in the morning... wether im tired, sick, "depressed", sleeping over mikes house, or its too cold, or i dont want to walk to the train station, or some other lame excuse so i can get my beauty sleep (10 hrs.) LAZZZZYY

this is the time to be selfish, and by that i mean getting my life together and straightened out so one day i can help someone else.