Dec 09, 2009 11:54
So much for the "trying not to give her the wrong idea" thing.
Guess she's been having some problems too, just never really talked about them. I don't know exactly what happened, but she ended up getting a ride to my apartment because she got too drunk to drive and was in this area. I assume because of the weather she didn't want anyone to have to go out of their way to take her home(15 miles south of here). But the only place I really have for anyone to sleep is on the bed with me.
It isn't like anything serious happened, but she was cuddled up against me all night. She was just radiating sadness and I couldn't stop myself from holding her. I will admit it was fantastic to have someone in my arms again. I just can't ignore that instinct when someone needs me. Especially when she's been there for me so much lately.
But yeah, ...crap. I've never been in this situation, I have no frame of reference to go on.