I love him..he doesn't I.
Jack's sad..and I can't do shit about it.
I have to get used to the fact.I'll never brighten his day..ever again.
When I tell him I love him..he doesn't tell me back..because he's telling me the truth..he doesn't love me..nor will he ever again.
Maybe he says it for fun when he wants..or maybe..he just does..but can't admit it?..
The only reason I said that, is because..well.I just called him and he's tired..and he said it..Maybe it was because, we used to say it all the time?!..I dunno..maybe.
I love Jack.
Yesterday..I went to his house.you can imagine what happened.
umm..I get to see Jack tomorrow.
YaY!?!?!?
Love,
Carissa