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theres so much i want to be, but i am limited by my surroundings. there is so much i expect of those around me, and only so much i get in return. this frustrates me. i feel like i am wasting the prime of my life! what i have could be so much better. and i know this sounds incredibly selfish, and i know i should be thankful for what i have in the first place, but... with the right circumstances, everything in my life could be going exactly the way i imgine it to be. maybe this is just a case of my idealistic mind taking the relationships i do have and romanticizing everything into being movie-perfect, but whatever it is, its how i wish my life to be. BUT ITS NOT. my expectations are too high.
i was talking to this girl who's gonna be going to lafayette with me in the fall. she's from maryland, and i asked her how her prom was. she said, "it was good. as long as you go into it with low expectations, you'll have the time of your life."
maybe thats how i should live my life in general: do what mr. kimball used to tell us to do, prepare worst case. then i'll never be disappointed.
my mind sets me up for so much disaster.
i was talking to this girl who's gonna be going to lafayette with me in the fall. she's from maryland, and i asked her how her prom was. she said, "it was good. as long as you go into it with low expectations, you'll have the time of your life."
maybe thats how i should live my life in general: do what mr. kimball used to tell us to do, prepare worst case. then i'll never be disappointed.
my mind sets me up for so much disaster.