Update on the boi that doesn't exist
I don't mean he does not exist as in it was a trick on someones part. I just mean for me he does not exist, he is not going to be mine. He has a girlfriend now, she's the one, she is so sweet blah,blah, blah fucking blah............ I don't know ,I feel like shit. I am so cold and feel even worse. I just want to cuddle w/ someone. Feel the heat of someone next to me holding me. I am just so very sad right now. I need to move soon and for some idiotic reason our hours at work have gotten cut back, we need those hours to get our shit done, it's bullshit. I would gladly work 70 hours a week, I really need the fucking money.... Oh shit, this sux. I guess I have a ton of shit I could sell..... I know my posts are soooooo fucking lame......... No point no reason, nothing...............