Random bullshit
This past year has really made me realize I don't really have any friends. Lots of "friends" but very few friends. Which kind of sucks because Brad has a lot of them. So he hangs out with them a lot and I just sit at home. People say "I'll call you, we'll hang out." Do they ever call? Nope. And when I call them they either dont answer or are busy for the rest of their life. I really wish my Peter was home, I miss him like crazy. Aubrey is the only person keeping me sane and I hardly ever see her. But the thing is...lots of people, I just have no desire to see for various reasons. Many make me feel very inferior due to the fact that I go to Lakeland. I have to justify my reasons for going there. I have nothing in common with these people anymore. I use to have so many friends, and now people just piss me off.
Why is it that boys I don't like at all are the ones that obsess over me and creep me out? Why can't my boyfriend obsess over me? I'm fucking amazing.
I registered for classes today. Intro to business, human bio, social psych, and films of hitchcock. Should be easy enough, especially since Lakeland doesn't have very high standards. *cough* Maybe that's why I always seem to get a 4.0. Because it's just Lakeland. I'm not actually smart. But then how do you bitches explain my straight A's at Toledo? I'm not bitter, I swear.
My laptop fucked up and I need a new hard drive. Sweet.
I'm getting more and more worried about Brad leaving. I don't know what's going to happen.
This post is just making me very angry and upset. The end.
Why is it that boys I don't like at all are the ones that obsess over me and creep me out? Why can't my boyfriend obsess over me? I'm fucking amazing.
I registered for classes today. Intro to business, human bio, social psych, and films of hitchcock. Should be easy enough, especially since Lakeland doesn't have very high standards. *cough* Maybe that's why I always seem to get a 4.0. Because it's just Lakeland. I'm not actually smart. But then how do you bitches explain my straight A's at Toledo? I'm not bitter, I swear.
My laptop fucked up and I need a new hard drive. Sweet.
I'm getting more and more worried about Brad leaving. I don't know what's going to happen.
This post is just making me very angry and upset. The end.