Day 98: The time we have...
Feels like forever sense I last talked to him. Told him bout work and all, gave him schedual, but that was last week. Now, it's ganna be a pain trying to get up with him or him getting up with me. I told myself next time he calls and if I have time I'm going to see him! It's my goal, well, one of them. I have to see Nick, too. I'm hanging out tomorrow with Firefly(thomas) one of another of my best friends. We're so alike it's kinda creepy, haha. My only fear is that once we get to hang out we'll be to shy to even communicate or something. He says I'm awEsome and that I'm one of the coolest people he's met. But my fear is solid. I'm scared of what will happen next. I can only prey that everything will be alright.
Work is fine. It seems I've got the hang of it. It's kinda interesting to. You meet and see the stranges things. You also see things that may piss you off. I feel alot of emotions when I go there. It's different everyday. Makes it kinda worth working so hard. The only thing that bothers me is that people can be so...lazy, it worries me. I'm dissapointed my human race. It makes me loose hope and beleive there is nothing left to do for them. I really want to believe there are some good people out there. Don't get me wrong though I've seen those people. Another reason why it's worth being there. It's just there are so few of them. Very few. I know people jsut wanna get on with their lives an all. But it still leave a mark in the heart. To see and hear what I hear, it's disgusting. Somehow there's hope though. I know now I'm making no sense. Saying one thing and then the other. I'm just venting. It's been along time. Really I love you guys, I miss you a lot. Hope everyone is being good. Well I gotta get ready for work. I'll ttyl, maybe? hmmm
Luv you lots.
rikku x.x
Work is fine. It seems I've got the hang of it. It's kinda interesting to. You meet and see the stranges things. You also see things that may piss you off. I feel alot of emotions when I go there. It's different everyday. Makes it kinda worth working so hard. The only thing that bothers me is that people can be so...lazy, it worries me. I'm dissapointed my human race. It makes me loose hope and beleive there is nothing left to do for them. I really want to believe there are some good people out there. Don't get me wrong though I've seen those people. Another reason why it's worth being there. It's just there are so few of them. Very few. I know people jsut wanna get on with their lives an all. But it still leave a mark in the heart. To see and hear what I hear, it's disgusting. Somehow there's hope though. I know now I'm making no sense. Saying one thing and then the other. I'm just venting. It's been along time. Really I love you guys, I miss you a lot. Hope everyone is being good. Well I gotta get ready for work. I'll ttyl, maybe? hmmm
Luv you lots.
rikku x.x