Jan 11, 2009 11:23
what do i say? what CAN i say?
this should be impossible.
but it's not. here i am. and last night was definitely reality.
i no longer loathe the modern technological staple we all take for granted, the telephone.
it's too perfect. not that i'm complaining.
i love you, chloe patton. i am in love with you, chloe patton. i need you, chloe patton.
goddammit. all of those just sound retarded and cliched and pretentious and superficial to me. i can't think of what to say.
i'm just gonna stop trying. i'll never be able to put this into words.
hell, i'm still just in awe. i can't even really fathom what i'm thinking or feeling right now.
i'm ecstatic. i'm safe. i'm in love. but i'm scared to death at the same time.
what now?
chloe patton