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May 03, 2004 11:40

and so here it starts.
i never would have thought that in a week it could all be over.i just wish i could take back time.i have made mistakes and nows the time to pay for them,i cant imagine what life would even be like without her.no one to call when i wake up in the morning,no one to say i love you too,no one to just lay in bed with me and do nothing but still manage to make it the best part of my day,no ones cute voice to hear before i go to sleep.it feels like just yesterday when everything was fine and we were having the times of our lives.i just dont feel as if it ends now....something just doesnt feel right.i feel like i owe her the world.she has been there for me through everything and i was bad at showing how gratful i was.it sucks for all this to open my eyes now....cause now it may be too late.i pray for all this to work out because i have never felt this way about anyone and i have never shed as many tears as i have in the last 2 days.i want to start over but we cant always get what we want.i've learned alot from this.......

I just wish the story didnt end this way
Cause im still in love with the person who helped me write it
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