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uh, so..
xmas in 2 days.
I hate this holiday too btw.
tomorrow dinner at brothers house, making Jason go with me due to him dragging me to NC Thursday till....uh...idk sunday or monday. not too sure, not so stoked. going to be kinda awkward, kinda really awkward.
I feel sick as fuck. yey for getting sick every other week.
last few days kinda uneventful. Have done the norm. Lindsay, Jess, Jason. Downtown. woo my life rules?
Have to find Niah a new home tonight. or taking her to the shelter tomorrow. =\ kinda bummed.
I really enjoy being home alone btw. and I found a new love for sleep.
I just want to throw it out there, i'm really content with where I am at at the moment, AND i'm not going to let anyone get me off my high horse, cuz I'm happy with the current situation I have. sorry no one really gets it. but I understand whats going on, and i'm not getting hurt. so stop worrying so much about my safety and my heart, cuz I think I know my own heart better than anyone else knows it, and I've most likely been in and out of shittier situations when it comes to matters of the heart than you have, so i think i've learned alot of lessons, and i'm actually feeling good about this one, weather it works out or not, I'll have a friend in the end. So stop worrying about me. I'm a big girl i'll be fine.
uh, i need to eat something. and a possible nap.
xmas in 2 days.
I hate this holiday too btw.
tomorrow dinner at brothers house, making Jason go with me due to him dragging me to NC Thursday till....uh...idk sunday or monday. not too sure, not so stoked. going to be kinda awkward, kinda really awkward.
I feel sick as fuck. yey for getting sick every other week.
last few days kinda uneventful. Have done the norm. Lindsay, Jess, Jason. Downtown. woo my life rules?
Have to find Niah a new home tonight. or taking her to the shelter tomorrow. =\ kinda bummed.
I really enjoy being home alone btw. and I found a new love for sleep.
I just want to throw it out there, i'm really content with where I am at at the moment, AND i'm not going to let anyone get me off my high horse, cuz I'm happy with the current situation I have. sorry no one really gets it. but I understand whats going on, and i'm not getting hurt. so stop worrying so much about my safety and my heart, cuz I think I know my own heart better than anyone else knows it, and I've most likely been in and out of shittier situations when it comes to matters of the heart than you have, so i think i've learned alot of lessons, and i'm actually feeling good about this one, weather it works out or not, I'll have a friend in the end. So stop worrying about me. I'm a big girl i'll be fine.
uh, i need to eat something. and a possible nap.