Life?
There's so much I want to say, but either I don't know /how/ to say it, I am scared, or I just know better.
This last weekend has made me think a bit, seeing how mildly crummy it was, seeing how my friends react to certain events. Seeing how I should have done what I wanted to. And very well needed to. You know that I trust you with my life, I just don't know what came over me... forgive me?
Hopefully this weekend will be better than the last. I am going to Katy and Saras birthday party thing, and Michelle and I are hopefully going snowboarding on Friday, so I am hoping that we can get a little bit closer again and get to talking about some things. Those were the good ol' days. I miss that. I miss a lot of things. From people to things I used to do. It just all seems so far away, at least for the time being.
There's somethings I need to figure out, god knows how long it'll take me. Some day. Someday I'll tell you exctaly what you need to hear, you might not /want/ to hear it, but you will anyways. I'm sorry.
I am so very sorry.
<3
This last weekend has made me think a bit, seeing how mildly crummy it was, seeing how my friends react to certain events. Seeing how I should have done what I wanted to. And very well needed to. You know that I trust you with my life, I just don't know what came over me... forgive me?
Hopefully this weekend will be better than the last. I am going to Katy and Saras birthday party thing, and Michelle and I are hopefully going snowboarding on Friday, so I am hoping that we can get a little bit closer again and get to talking about some things. Those were the good ol' days. I miss that. I miss a lot of things. From people to things I used to do. It just all seems so far away, at least for the time being.
There's somethings I need to figure out, god knows how long it'll take me. Some day. Someday I'll tell you exctaly what you need to hear, you might not /want/ to hear it, but you will anyways. I'm sorry.
I am so very sorry.
<3