Pointless.
I feel so lonley... just in general alone.
I look at all these really cute couples like Ryan and Haley, Seth and Becky, Michelle and John, Heather and Anthony... I don't know. Just kinda made me think. I'm not going to get anywhere in life with envy... oh well... I guess thats life, and sometimes it's all we have. Or maybe it's not.
This morning was odd, all I remember was waking up around 2:45 crying... I can't remember why. I was up for about an hour, walking around in my house and going to certain places and remembering... I went to the basement into my brothers room and sat down on his bed and thinking about how much I wanted him there to talk to him. I fell asleep on his bed and again waking up around 5... then going back up to my room, and going back to bed.
I don't even know whats going on. I think I need help...
I look at all these really cute couples like Ryan and Haley, Seth and Becky, Michelle and John, Heather and Anthony... I don't know. Just kinda made me think. I'm not going to get anywhere in life with envy... oh well... I guess thats life, and sometimes it's all we have. Or maybe it's not.
This morning was odd, all I remember was waking up around 2:45 crying... I can't remember why. I was up for about an hour, walking around in my house and going to certain places and remembering... I went to the basement into my brothers room and sat down on his bed and thinking about how much I wanted him there to talk to him. I fell asleep on his bed and again waking up around 5... then going back up to my room, and going back to bed.
I don't even know whats going on. I think I need help...