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Bah...
I guess it's back to the old routine. Forcing myself to be happy during the day which eventually makes me happy, and being, yes... in fact, emo and depressed during the dark hours. I guess it's not so bad... I've gotten so used to it, it's not like it's a new feeling.
In other news...
Beauty and I are getting to be pretty good friends. It's really nice. She is such a sweetheart. I really like it because we have similar views on things. It's nice to know another person who understands. I can't begin to thank you enough. I can see this being a good friendship. Beauty... we need to go find more of that sweet candy spray stuff. That was sooo good!
I really miss Michelle... get well soon sweetie. If you're not at school tomorrow, I am going to have something for you.
But, another thing that made me really happy today is Ryan brought me his Pooh Bear for the day. That made me happy. He also really did give me a Hot Wheels!
Yeah. Thats about all... see y'all tomorrow. <3
Papa Roach - "Scars"; One of my new favorite songs. Fantasticly put and true lyrics.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
I guess it's back to the old routine. Forcing myself to be happy during the day which eventually makes me happy, and being, yes... in fact, emo and depressed during the dark hours. I guess it's not so bad... I've gotten so used to it, it's not like it's a new feeling.
In other news...
Beauty and I are getting to be pretty good friends. It's really nice. She is such a sweetheart. I really like it because we have similar views on things. It's nice to know another person who understands. I can't begin to thank you enough. I can see this being a good friendship. Beauty... we need to go find more of that sweet candy spray stuff. That was sooo good!
I really miss Michelle... get well soon sweetie. If you're not at school tomorrow, I am going to have something for you.
But, another thing that made me really happy today is Ryan brought me his Pooh Bear for the day. That made me happy. He also really did give me a Hot Wheels!
Yeah. Thats about all... see y'all tomorrow. <3
Papa Roach - "Scars"; One of my new favorite songs. Fantasticly put and true lyrics.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]