o.l.d. stuff revisited
sept. 18, 2005
you see my life
you look away
play me off like another game
i must confess
you left a mess
the heart strings are torched
undeniably bruised
i cannot wait for you to change the tune
i need the rhythm in my veins
it keeps me subtle and somewhat sane
i stay awake though lonely nights
wondering if its really worth such a gruesome fight
in the end i see the light
you my friend were my delight
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Apri l, 2003
everything i ever wanted...
everything i dreamed to life
disappeared all in a night
leaving me without life
i layed there broken and hoped my dreams would return
but i felt my heart was burned ~
without the blood running through my veins;
i thought of you without delay,
now theres peace all through the air and as i imagined,
nobody cared.
as i stood up the vision came clear,
i had lost every last one of my fears.
i look down the way...but theres tears blocking my eyes.
i want to run and hide but my feelings then will never subside.
i asked for an angel of such devine light ~ and so i was given
moment later i was forced to let go
for what the reasons i have no control.
i tell you this is all i know,
all my nights i stay awake and wait for the songs of my
dreams to return to restore my body back to whole.
i know im misunderstanding the ways in which god moves but
give me strength, i promise to make things much more soothe.
as confusing as this all sounds,
i'm asking you to lay back down.
looking up at the stars ~ i close my eyes like nobody is
around.
the sweet harmonies of twilight's sight...bring meaning
to the moons soft light,
with everything i'm telling you friend
if your dreams one day just disappear
remember that i will be your angel standing near
your dreams will return,
they are just waiting on you
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june 20, 2002
(no title)
With every sense that makes up fate
and all the steps that I take.
I look into your deep green eyes
and the path is lit with intense fire.
as I step into this blinding light,
a million butterflies emerge in delight.
I take your hand and all fret rebels,
releases my soul.
the silence is remote
and we begin to float on top of hope into the depths of a new tomorrow.
Close your eyes and you will see
a life to live just perfect and right.
Hold my hand tight as we prepare for flight
to the fresh presence of a precious new sight.
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