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[crimsonwake]

Okay. Here it goes.

I wish I had stayed sober.
I wish I hadn't started smoking.
I wish I had just pulled the trigger.
I wish I could look at myself in the mirror.
I wish I had given it a chance.
I wish I had trusted my heart.
I wish she hadn't stopped me.
I wish I could trust people.
I wish I understood myself.
I wish I could take back that conversation.
I wish I had come home first.
I wish I had come home soon enough.
I wish I hadn't made her feel that.
I wish I didn't rely on people so much.
I wish she could see what she's doing to me.
I wish I had asked him that question.
I wish we could have understood each other.
I wish I hadn't made that choice.
I wish I could stand myself.
I wish she trusted me more.
I wish I meant more to her.
I wish I had protected him.
I wish I could show everyone how much I cared about them.
I wish I had stayed gone.
I wish I could leave again.
I wish.

What am I to you?